This past month has been quite a month to say the least. Ever since I decided to do this internship I have been attacked every which way NON STOP. For a stinking month, that gets ridiculously tiring and so hard. I wanted to quit so bad, just everything. Trying to live a life of integrity while constantly being attacked is brutal. But it's a part of walking the walk.
I had to look at it from the view point that obviously I'm doing the right thing otherwise Satan wouldn't be wasting his time with me. Which makes this internship that much more exciting. The feeling that you're on the right path that God has planned for you is the greatest feeling ever.
Stumbled upon Psalm 18:32 today: It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect.
All we have to do is trust God and he literally holds us in His hands and carries us. It blows my mind why we ever try to do anything different than trusting Him.
I'm finally at a point where I'm not leaning on my own understanding, but all my trust is in Him. I have no clue what is going to come out of these next 10 months, but I know it's going to be forever life changing, and unforgettable. I wont ever be the same! Life is so much easier and enjoyable when we don't take thing into our own hands. I can finally breath, he's taken all my stress, sadness, and confusion. HE'S SUCH AN AMAZING GOD. His love for us is endless. So lucky to have a Father like Him.
So yay for growing in God, relationships, &myself.
blog shout out to: FIERCE DRAGON NIGHTT HOOOOAWWWK. :)
ALSO: INTERNSHIP STARTS TUESDAY, MOVING OUT MONDAY. holla.
PS.
This was suppose to be so much longer but I had to cut 100 ribbons for flippin crystaline so my brain stopped thinking. I'm too ADD to get back on the brain wave I was on when I started it.
